Posts Tagged ‘tears’

Pain of Goodbyes

Posted: June 19, 2015 in Uncategorized
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For a while he stood there gazing painfully into her eyes-
and she listened to the unspoken promises with sorrow and surprise.

She saw him vanishing into the distance and collapsed to the ground. Tears rolled down her cheeks and a beautiful poetry was formed. A poetry which was neither spoken nor written, one just had to have true love in heart to be able to feel it- something which almost everyone present at the airport lacked. People who believe that love can be achieved only by performing certain rituals can never really understand the love Radha-Krishna shared, they can never really know that love is above all these marital rituals. She was least bothered by the reactions of these people on her pathetic condition because for her the love which wasn’t imposed was more pure and precious than the one which was arranged. Her love didn’t need sanctions by priests because she believed in freeing not restricting. The poetry achieved a flow with the flowing tears and for hours she couldn’t feel anything but the pain of goodbye.

Her pain sang a song and she was poetry personified for she had love imprinted all over her soul.


So Much Pain

Posted: May 27, 2014 in Death, Life, Love, Pain
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I am so much in pain today
My dreams all cry
My hopes here die
Waiting for my man
to my love I lie.

I am so much in pain today
Scared of my fears
I wipe out my tears
Calling out to him
This pain my heart bears.

I am so much in pain today
I have a broken heart
Don’t know how to start
When he goes away
My world falls apart.

I am so much in pain today
He has some doubt
And the fights are loud
To make him believe
I speak, scream and shout.

I am so much in pain today
He does not know
The love I show
Is real but he’s rude
I have nowhere to go.

I am so much in pain today
O man don’t go away
In my heart you stay
My pains need you now
This pain you can allay.

I am so much in pain today
But the man is away
It is a restless day
He is not ready to listen and
I have nothing left to say.

The Way I Do

Posted: May 10, 2014 in Life, Love, Pain
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I walk alone the narrow lane
With tearful eyes in heavy rain
To hide my pain that glooms my day
But you can’t see cz you are away.

And one day when I got to see you
With many faces I once knew
All I could feel was my love for you
And I quit them all in memory of you.

But how today you look the same
If you still remember my face and name
There’s no harm in being with you
Because all I want for me is you.

I stare at you if you gimme a look
Just one smile is enough to hook
If you still want the time to return
To see my face you need to turn.

You were not wrong neither was I
I am all yours, though a bit shy
But the crowd makes a wall around
And you can’t hear my frail sound.

I curse myself like it’s my crime
You must know the culprit is time
Time took you away and made me alone
But you can’t see cz you are gone.

I still pass by the same place and street
I feel you there and the memories I meet
Make me smile and make me cry
Like a bird you fly in my lonely sky.

I don’t mind because you stay in me
You are away but I still can see
You miss me often as I cry in you
Nobody can love you the way I do.

If He Must Go

Posted: May 6, 2014 in Death, Life, Love, Pain
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I said don’t go my man
Don’t go for I will die
as the thought crosses my mind
With fear and pain I shiver and cry!

For the love of his nation
He says he must leave
This land is his mother & love
She is prior and supreme!

My lady please be strong
Don’t be so mean and selfish
I promise I will come back
To hug you again, to love & kiss.

Have some compassion on my nerves
My dear man look into my eyes
With pain they shed tears
For your love they try to look nice.

Your Lady is not a warrior
Neither is she a warrior’s wife
She is ready to die for you
But she can’t imagine her life!

I feel so small in this world
He says, I will come back as a man
better than what I am today
Then I will be your mate, your man!

If it is your dream and desire
Then I will say not a word
I said, I am ready to fall
To see you rise in the world.

My man is the soul in this relation
I am just the perishable body
while body is dead without a soul
A soul becomes eternal and free!

If he must go
Then I must leave
Towards the wide sky
To ocean blue and deep!